Your holiday break officially starts now.

20 days, 23 hours, 9 minutes and 29 seconds until I see you on the 8th of Jan. Right now I'm not sure if it's really progress or just a mixture of mild apathy and tiredness- but I don't have the same reaction that I previously had to all your other holidays. I think it's because I actually know that you WILL come back. I'm not going to unravel because I know I'm strong enough to cope on my own.