It's understandable you'd feel scared, ACrystalGem. It doesnt's sound like a good situation to be in. Please don't be ashamed of yourself. It's not your fault you have to deal with all of this, and it sounds like you're trying your best to cope with it. I hope your new psychologist will be able to help you with DID. I think it's as important as any other MI you may have at the moment, so I don't think it would be fair to just stop treatment. Let us know how it goes. Please don't give up. Sending many hugs to you