Would you also be open to seeing another T whilst she was away? It won't feel the same, but it acts like a safety net just in case you need it.[/QUOTE]

Thanks for the suggestions; I'll look them up - good thing I am not going anywhere for Christmas getting better is like a full time job itself.

On the 2nd t - I would not be averse but luckily my doctor has stepped up to the plate. I know the days he's off for Christmas and I can see him whenever, not for therapy obvs but a chat, a look in, a bolstering, just to see someone who knows the story.