I was low and sad all day,memories from the past and regrets,an act of omission came back to haunt me and someone I had a crush on years ago but whom hated me and did me harm was on my mind.Why did I care and desire someone so much who only ever saw me as a potential notch on his bedpost and who had no regard for me or my feelings at all?Who insulted me and my intelligence with contempt and went to a lot of trouble,out of his way to hurt me and destroy my life and succeeded.