I am so frustrated with the babys father and the fact that I may have to explain some day to this gorgeous little boy that his father didnt care enough to even come see him once or ask about him after he was born.

I PMed the father to tell him pics were in my journal. He thanked me, but he didnt even bother to look at the pics.

I dont even understand how someone could be so cruel and heartless. You would think I would understand coming from where I do, but I dont.

I am just so sad tonight