I started dating my current boyfriend 6 months ago. While things started out just for fun, I have come to really love him and feel very optimistic that he is a great guy for me. Unfortunately, during this time I have gone from experiencing great excitement in my career to a time of difficulty, while he has gone from being unsure in his work to great opportunities. Lately, he is very optimistic about most things, while I am feeling very fragile. I try to tell him about my struggles, but he doesn't seem to remember the difficulties I talk about or show understanding of them. I'm starting to feel like since he doesn't seem to struggle with bouts of insecurity and loneliness, he can't understand me.
I'm confused about how to procede, and how seriously to take my feelings.
I'm quite an eccentric person, and at times I feel like I shouldn't be with more 'normal' people, because after awhile they get sick of me. I'm worried he will get sick of me.