i know it worries my t when he points out that i am doing well... the other night he said "at the risk of causing you to self sabotage"...lol...me? "you have only cut one time since december 8th"... he always tells me to look at my successes rather then focusing on my cutting... he does however address it... every week... and the care and hurt in his eyes when i cut really surprises me... i asked him to hold me accountable... and he takes that very seriously... lyn