riverx Thank you so much for your reply. I am going to go with my gut feeling. I feel even though she may be "the best in the area" She is not the one for me. I actually got a call from another Therapist this afternoon, this was my second choice if the other one didn't work out (which she didn't) so I was very excited that they could fit me in at the beginning of April. I just hope I don't get hurt by anything he says in the first session. I had been waiting for that call for about a week now. I made sure when I talked to the secretary that I mentioned I have been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, bipolar2 with rapid cycling, social anxiety, GAD and OCD tendencies. She said the the doctor is a clinical Psychologist who treats every kind of mental illness, as well as just situational problems or stresses. So I am looking forward to that.
Most of The books I have read were about bipolar disorder, because that was what I was first diagnosed with 4 years ago. These books also talked a little, not very much about borderline personality disorder. The best book I have learned through research dealing with Borderline is "Skills Training Manual for Treating Borderline personality disorder." by Marsha M. Linehan. this book is specially designed for people with borderline. It a DBT workbook. Another good book is "Stop walking on Eggshells" ( This book is mostly designed for loved ones of Borderlines, but I have heard it helps borderlines as well), "Get Me Out of Here" is another one I heard about. All these books I have just read about online, but am planning on buying them soon. My research has just been online looking up characteristics, symptoms, medications, Therapy types and peoples personal stories.

thank you again for your reply