I'm so sorry you're struggling, lonelynotalone From what you worte, it sounds like you may be asexual. The only way to know fro sure is to talk to a doctor about this. There's nothing wrong with that; everyone is different and it's not like you can really do anything about it. I believe that even asexual people can still have romantic feelings - they just don't like sex. Unfortunately this may become a problem as far as your relationship is concerned. I think you need to seriously talk about this with your partner and see how it goes from there. I'm so sorry you have to deal with this