So so sorry about this! I hope you feel a little better now? Did your kitties help you manage? Perhaps you got another kitty kiss from them?
My cat often comes and lies on my chest when he feels I'm sad. He starts purring and kneading me. It's so calming.

I also bought a new betta fish last week. They are usually quite tough guys but mine is extremely friendly. He lets me pet him gently and swims right to my finger. We already kissed each other through the aquarium glass. One might think he's just a fish but I see he's very bright