I've realized it maybe more then "past ED". That's why I'm so sensitive about it. Trying to wrap my head around no ed voice and still having an ed. Plus I'm over weight. What anorexic is over weight? I can't even do that right. My husband and son are not really speaking to me. So I can't really tell how they are feeling or if they take their meds. I need to focus on myself. My son blames me for not playing cards with him but he always looks busy and he doesn't ask. I guess I'll ask daily and not feel hurt when he rejects me.