My Christmas spirit just took wings & flew away. I lost my dog Leo to cancer on Sunday then I took my youngest dog to the vet today for some issues & found out he has a huge mass in his stomach area & won't be with me much longer & my eldest is 17 1/2 & she has gone downhill since Leo's death. I just want to crawl under a rock & not come out for a long time. I was going to go caroling with our church tonight but it is hard to sing when crying so I stayed home with my last 2 fur babies.