Some of you know about the issues I am having at work. They are micromanaging me so much it is killing me. My suicidal urges keep climbing. Everyday they get stronger. Then yesterday I got notice of no raise for the second year in a row. It is complete BS. They just want me to quit. I am having trouble finding a new job. I was so desperate I applied to Target today. This is not how I pictured my life. I always thought I would retire from here. Everything just feels like it is spinning out of control.