Hello,

thank you all for such hopeful and caring messages. I see that there are still people on forums who woud like to help a stranger and it gives my soul a nice caress.


I have come to a conclusion and no longer feel the way I have expressed here few days ago. I have restarted or updated, should I say, my mind processes. And now I am feeling extremely OK.

I hope that there are people who have come to this topic, feeling the same way as me, will find their peace in their heads as well.

Nobody is supposed to feel abandoned and hopeless if there is not the one person they have made dreams about and idealized an abstract relationship.


It's funny that you think that nothing's ever gonna get better when you're in the deppressed state of mind, and once it's all over, you can't just ACCEPT that you actually felt this way, now that you see all the connections, all the good causes of your friends and/or family.


I truly hope that everyone will develop their thinking in the way, or in a similar way, as I have just now. And again I thank you all so much. I usually have bad experience with forums, as I only visit the ones from my country and, well, a lot of people on those forums have their own problems and only a few are willing or able to help.


So, I just want you all to know, that I am thankful, and to keep up the amazing job of motivating or caring about people.

I wish you all to have your holidays as good as you wish.