I felt an inner drive to apply. Well tonight my mom got mad and was hitting my arm in the car. That hasn't happened in a while but it's kind of pushing me toward moving out. I have been on the fence. I feel like God wants me out but I'm too afraid to do it, now less afraid. I'm debating about telling my brother. I did hit her back once but she kept hitting my arm not that hard but the act is the problem. She did it in anger is the problem.