Every time I step more than a few feet out of my house, my neighbor is banging on my door the next day, under the guise of being a 'friend' to check on me. I don't know how many of you recall, but one day this past spring, I first ventured out into my yard to do yard work, having been inside up to that time, afraid to even use my own yard.
Then my neighbor texted me the next day after I hadn't heard from her for months. Yesterday I decided to walk, rather than drive, to the mailboxes where we get our mail. Two men came out at the same time as I was there, and sure enough my neighbor was banging on my door the next day. It was the first time I had walked to my mailbox. I have otherwise driven to the box and just step out, get my mail, and drive on.
I live in a prison in my house but dont' have the energy and mental clarity to make a move, so I am trapped by these truly awful people.
I also don't go out in my yard even to mow or rake leaves. I get someone to do it for me.
This neighbor, who pretends to be my friend, has literally called the police dozens of times to make a 'wellness check'. Then I get armed men banging on my door and shouting out my name. So I am terrified every time I deal with her wondering when is the next time she will call the police.
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