Scarlet, i think its because right now, your life is not under your control, you are just going along with whatever your h says or does. And your h is not her client. KWIM? I totally get it - thats where i was mentally when i last got fired, then evicted - i did not have a plan, i was just overwhelmed, and somebody magic (like my mother, or unemployment) was gonna have to take care of me. But private ts dont do magic. They work with us when we are more grounded. When we are able to try.

A county t helped me get disability. Thats maybe why your t recommended the community service she did?