Dear friend

I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me there. I should of made myself available that night for you but I went to sleep and missed some of how much you was struggling that night

I know I should of stayed online for you and that is something I'll have to remember for the rest of my life

I remember many a time we'd chat privately with each other about real life stuff that had happened and about other stuff that was going on, even when others didn't want us to I still visit your facebook page, my friend, and still see facebook posts from the only other friend from that place that stuck with you

I remember I came back online after sleeping to find the news that you was gone, you'd been through too much



If I'd been there for you, you may of sent me a message to talk to me about how you was feeling that night and I may of been able to do something to help but I did nothing

I can only apologise in my heart to you every day and hope I can do better next time someone's in that much distress

I'm sorry, Diana (fresh hell), my friend from a different forum