Inhale/exhale. I have to leave for work in 30 minutes. I’m somewhat holding it together but my eyes are swollen like golf balls from crying all day and I’m visably upset. H came home and spoke with me-he said more often than not I make him feel like crap. I told him one thing I don’t let him see is how much I hate myself.
Okay..I can’t do this right now..I can’t tell the story right now..I’m starting to cry again.
Just breathe Jersey, breathe.