Every day the paranoia/hallucinations gets a little better. I'm liking the meds I'm on (Zyprexa, Remeron, Trileptal). I'm kinda depressed and really irritable but I think that's more of a menstrual cycle thing than a bipolar thing, although what do I care what's causing it? I just want it gone. I got pedialyte as recommended by the IOP for those times when I know I should eat but can't get myself too.