I'm still persistently waking up in the 6:30 am time rather than after 7, but it is a lot better than 3:30 or 5:30.

I seem to have settled on 1 mg rexulti, 2.5 olanzapine and 50 mg lyrica at night. If I take more olanzapine then my tremor is really bad. I think the rexulti helps keep paranoid thoughts at bay.

I was spending too much time worrying about the police carting me off again. Sure it might happen, anytime my neighbor is checking on me she may also be calling them and I know my freedom to not be locked up is tenuous at best, since they can come at any time and take me away. But i don't need to spend hours every day worrying about that.