So things are okay. I'm noticing I have a lot of anxiety and that maybe leading to my meltdowns.

My son went to a card shop with my nephew. I was telling my husband I hope he doesn't spend all his money on cards.

He came home with cards for ME I opened them but went to bed because I was so tired. Well he realized he bought the wrong ones when he was looking at it closer. He was devastated. He cried himself to sleep last night. My husband told me this morning.

I told him never to cry himself to sleep even if I'm sleeping he has my permission and I want him to wake me up. He shouldn't ever cry himself to sleep. That he didn't pick the wrong one. I know how horrible it feels when you think you made a mistake.