Mandy, i am really sorry you have an eating disorder and i am sorry if the show upset you. Anorexia is a deadly eating disorder but i do not believe that the after effects of it will kill you. lots of people get over anorexia and are fine. it is a risk, i wont deny that but i think it is a small risk. plus, try not to think about this babe, you are here now and that is what counts and let's hope you get over your eating disorder and that death of any kind is a long way off in the future for you
xxxx