Ran out of time to make my lemon cookies again because I decided to take a short nap instead. RS really liked my lasagna. He gave me the prettiest hat glove and scarf set I’ve ever had. Purple with purple sparkles. Beautiful. We watched the muppet Christmas carol and the nightmare before Christmas. We started watching Christmas with the Kranks but went to go “lay down” instead lol.i love laying with him and cuddling. It makes me feel so safe and cared for. My ex never made me feel as cared for as RS does.

I’m nervous about the Christmas Eve party tomorrow. I was nervous at Dave and busters last night with all the new people and there will be even more new people there tomorrow. But RS’s mom and dad will be there and they’re really nice. My son charmed RS’s mom yesterday at the arcade. There will be other kids there for him to play with tomorrow. So that’ll be good. I’m just nervous.

I better try to sleep.