I've told many people this and many of them think I'm crazy for thinking this way but I flat out told people that if we don't develop the tech to either turn people into cyborgs or lock their consciousness into video games by the time I'm 60, then that is the age I want to die as. Yes, I am a total nerd weirdo that wants to have my limbs and organs replaced with upgraded mechanical parts and/or or live in one of my video game worlds. Tech and video games are the only two things in life that bring me any kind of joy.

Being old, undesirable to people, and too weak to enjoy life? No thanks. Nobody gives a crap about elders; it's always about the kids. When I'm too old and unattractive, no woman will want me. Hell, I'm too much of a dork to attract women as a 20 something. When I'm 50-60? Girls would run in fear from me.

So if I can't be something more than just a generic undesirable elder, than I would rather die. Better to live or die at my turns than to give society another way to laugh at and judge me.

Oh and for the record, maturity is a crock of B.S. I refuse to act my age. I most often act like a teen even though I'm in my late 20s because IDGAF about being mature all to please the same society that was against me my whole life. I will act the same way when I'm 40 as I do now if people don't like it they can blow me