Y'know... I just realized something. My starting to miss you/us last night had a lot to do with having just had a bit of a row with h that temporarily had me doubting myself about everything. We sorted it out, watched a movie together and I forgot all about missing you until I was reading this thread right now. Interesting. Anyway, the missing you last night was ok, y'know it wasn't in the desperate, clingy from-a-young-place way that I used to miss you. It was more of an adult, of course I miss what was a profound relationship and that's to be expected but I'm ok kind of way. So that was good, at least.