If one ends up in the hospital due to cutting/taking a few more pills than one should what happens? I had to talk to two therapists, who were there to decide if I needed to go into into a three-day psychiatric placement. I ended up going home. It happened at my T's office, after the session, I went into the bathroom and did this. I feel horrible now, physically and mentally. He ended up calling my husband to come and pick me up and take me to the ER. I asked T if I could take one of his stuffed animals and he said just make sure to give it back. The world is a cruel, cold place. Things will never change.

Oh, and my T did call me on Friday after I got home. He seemed quite happy. He told me if I needed anyone over the weekend that he was going on vacation and another person would be answering the phones. He'll never care enough. There is nothing I can do or say to make him care enough.