CheshireCat, I am in total awe of your writing. I can feel you...you're pain....you're torment....so haunting. If only I could be so creative and so eloquent with my words. I've never posted on this site before, but your words so moved me that I had to write to you and thank you for expressing my pain...my torment...how haunted I am. You make experiencing bipolar almost seem beautiful....not easy to do I might add!

You're words will remain with me for a very long time...

Penny <font color="purple"> </font>