Yeah I'm just tired of having to hide who I really am just because people can't accept me because I'm different, you know?

I'm tired of living in this state. I don't fit in and I'm nothing like the vast majority of people.

Most people around me are Christian, I'm an atheist.

Most people around me like watching sports. I can't stand watching sports or sports in general because watching is boring and I'm not physically built to play sports.

Many people are obsessed with cars and trucks where I live. I'm not a car person as I don't drive because my MI makes driving difficult. People give me crap over not having a driver's license too.

My point is that because of where I live, I have to hide a lot about myself from the general public because I'm afraid of being judged or messed with by people for being different. I plan on moving out of state at some point but right now, It's not financially feasible for me to move since there is a very low cost of living where I live. I want to move somewhere with more open minded people and better public transportation so I don't have to stress out about driving since driving is so overwhelmingly stressful for me. Unfortunately, every city that meets my criteria is almost double the cost of living.

I know I'm just rambling at this point it's just so hard dealing with this kind of stuff.