I told him I loved him twice.
He told me he loved me once, and I'm sure he regrets that, but I keep replaying it in my head.
I don't think he loves me. I wish he told that again, but I'm afraid it's impossible. Boundaries and so on...
I'm sure Ts can love their clients. I like this article
The Irreverent Psychologist: Dear Young Therapist: Don't Be Afraid to Love