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Originally Posted by raging vortex
I am really struggling with christmas grattitude.
I am close to tears this morning because I didn't get what I wanted for christmas (a new sparkly dress), however- I did get a new bottle of perfume and a beautiful music box (you spin it around and it plays we wish you a merry christmas)
I'm close to crying my eyes out though because I really wanted the dress
honestly I feel like a bratty kid at the moment- give me what I want or i'm gonna pout type thing
of course I'm grateful, the music box is lovely and the perfume smells amazing, but I can't shake what I really wanted- and what's worse is that the woman who actually got me the perfume, you could tell I didn't react like she was expecting.
how to be greatful for it when your face is showing a diffrent story
hard one..
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heres something that may help.... you can always get the dress of your choice and gift it to your self. a late christmas present from your self to your selves.
today is a bit hectic for me too. we took the kids to the north pole then on the way home we stopped at a relatives home. lots of kids, lots of adults lots of screaming, laughter conversations I have to stay present in the moment for, counter my dissociation symptoms every time I am feeling numb and spacy.
I have found today I need to take many breaks today.