omg...I had written so much that I guess the server timed out while I was writing that everything I had written is now gone...suffice it to say...Thank you guys for being here and listening...you know when you find yourself in that darkest of dark places this community is my only outlet so again thankyou...I'll have to come back to this thread another time because my anxiety is starting to kick in...damn you guys would have been thoroughly entertained by what I had written...maybe I can get this out before i totlally llaf ot pieces...my brother in law brought me his laptop to fix and gave me a hundred bucks to fix it...I'm so amazed by how silly some people can be...he was using his laptop to entertain his little one with some children's program and had given a pb and j sandwich to her while he went and did something else...well the little one wanted to share her sanwich with whoever was on the laptop so she crammed the sandwich into the vent on the side...lol...kids you just gotta love them...but this is not the silly part my brother in law teacher decided to wash the laptop out in the sink thankfully he unplugged it and took the battery out first and phoned me before he plugged it bakc ni...long stoy short I was able to clean it adn teg ti running again...freaking headaches sorry but I have to leave now but again than you guys I really do appreciate the comments and I will be back to this thread....