I am thinking of going shopping today. After Christmas sales! I don’t really need anything though.
I took the day off but I’m going to do a couple things I didn’t get to Monday.
I’m already anticipating the after holiday let down. The rest of the winter is tough for me. Especially February...worst month of the year. This Feb will be 5 yrs since I came home from the hospital the final time. Feels like a lifetime ago. I haven’t been psychotic since. As good as that is it’s also the anniversary of my beloved empty nest doggo’s traumatic death. One of the events that sparked my break. And in more recent news the 1 yr anniversary of losing both Funny Face and Sophie. I’m already feeling the losses.
I’m hoping this year will be better. I’m feeling calm and stable in general so I’m choosing to believe that 2019 winter won’t be the death of me.