Well I still have this obsession. I was hoping it was onto the last stage now and would finish soon. But it hasn't yet. I've also been wondering if I even want it to change? I don't feel like this one could end without another one taking it's place, and it could be something worse. This one is bad enough, but it could be worse.

I don't even have a choice anyway. It will end when it's finished, and until then, I just have to go along with it. And then I'll have to go along with whatever the next object is. But I am going to try to stop it if I can. I didn't realise this was a new obsession when it started or I would have tried harder to say NO to it.