I have my niece coming tomorrow we are having our christmas day as I don't do christmas with my sister,her husband and my mum.I am estranged from all three of them.
I felt sleepy today,and was too tired,I forced myself to do some chores,there is more to do later tonight and tomorrow.I feel at bit lost and moody,I get like that at this time of year,I am gearing up for the new year start.It hurts not having anyone close to share my feelings with.I am feeling a little bit low and sad.