Its officially 6 months since my dad left me.
Just last night a girl I work with asked me if I felt guilt....every second. We had many unresolved issues and hadnt talked much in 3 years (I hadnt seen him in 2 years). I found it hard to forgive him for not standing up to his wife and stopping the abuse we all felt. My sister and I are looking into a headstone for him...
My guilt is overwhelming and I feel lost.
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schizoaffective bipolar type
PTSD
generalized anxiety d/o
haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin
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