Unfortunately, this was very real to me it did happen with T. However, I would not change our relationship. We accomplished a lot over the years. Her passing was/is really painful but had I stopped working with T when I started worrying about her retiring I would have missed 3 productive years.

Now I see a much younger T. I worry she might get in an accident and die...I worry that she will have another child and decide to be a stay at home mom.