I feel really stupid telling everyone why I was so upset, but here goes. I asked T flat out if he loved me, not the love for a wife or anything, just for a person. He said no. When I asked him for the stuffed animal, he said just make sure you bring it back. Thanks for the loving-kindness, you know? Oh, and please go on %#@&#! vacation over the weekend and be unavailable. I hate him. I have an apointment with him on Tuesday and don't want to go. I just want to live life and not be caught up in all of this stuff. Thanks for the hugs and well wishes, I need those now more than you'll ever know.