So a couple of months ago, I posted on here (I’d link it, but I deleted it because the thread went south quickly) about how I had reported my former T, the one that let me go home on the day of my suicide attempt, to the Office of Professional Discipline. Well, I just got a call from them, and they found her guilty of misconduct and are recommending disciplinary action. I’m a little shocked, to be honest. After getting feedback here, I had convinced myself that they wouldn’t find her guilty/that I was overreacting. But this was incredibly validating to hear she was guilty, I have to say. I knew that in my heart, I had countless family members and professionals tell me she was guilty, but this was like the ultimate validation. But...I still have mixed feelings about it. I feel bad that she’s going to have a ding on her license. I hope that she gets re-training as her disciplinary action (the action itself is TBD), I don’t want her to lose her license or anything, I just want her patients to be safe. I honestly just don’t know how to feel right now. Part of me feels like celebrating, but the other part of me is plagued with guilt, because this probably really messed up her life. :/