Oh, I hate that when you try to comfort yourself only to learn the comfort isn't there! Sorry Richard is no longer with us.

I had to put my cat down and tried to reassure myself my T would help me deal with it only then I rememered she was out of town.

Another time I wanted my "mommy" and she died when I was 3 so I went to thinking about my stepmother and she was in the hospital that day and I'd forgotten.