Had a nap then took 200mg caffeine and I feel so awake and refreshed!

I feel soooo alone. I want friends.. to do things and go places.

Why all of a sudden I start feeling loneliness and when a few years ago when I was sick I didn't at all..

I feel a deep sadness and I like this feeling. I'm having a window from anhedonia by being around people..

I work tomorrow and Saturday. Then on Sunday I'm going to go to the library or gym and go see people that I don't know for coffee again and chat about things..

I am much stable!