It takes strength to do what you did.

I remember your thread, and it was clear that your T didnt adhere to the clinical standard. I'm sorry your reaching out here led to some unempathetic responses, but the responsibility is on them. I sometimes have to remind myself that members here may be in therapy due to related issues.

One thing to think about is the possibility of being triggered throughout your career since you will likely experience similar behaviors as her colleagues at the clinic. Covering up medical mistakes is common. I personally could not work in the industry due to PTSD, being around others who distort things surrounding someone in danger. Just thought that might be something to think about addressing before you finish your studies rather than later.

Your whole experience sounds traumatizing. I'm sorry you went through this.

Take care.