I'm always telling T how uncomfortable I become when with people. Even close family. How I begin to need them to leave. I never act on the feeling. It's hard work carrying on as if I'm fine.
I asked T if it would be like that with her if we were in a regular setting.
T said, as most of your abuse happened within close family it makes sense you will struggle like this. And yes, I think you would feel that way about me too as the relationship outside of the therapy room wouldn't be like this. Not as intense. So the anxieties would creep in "