BTW, I have been deliberately attacked on PB in the last couple of days, I was accused of things that r incomprehinsible to me and I was deeply hurt. I told this other post to never post to me again but he still has, it angered him anymore. I have not re*entered the *discussion* but have still read the continuing offending posts because I don't have the strength yet to way away. I email Dr Bob because I feel that I'm deliberately being set up to be blocked once again but as of my last look last night, I have seen no action taken by Bob or any replies to my emails. Once again, he last left me out to deal with the emotional pain it has caused. There is only so much that one person can be expected to deal with and it seems the good ole doc doesn't like to help me. I tried very hard to be civil in the conversation and I feel that I had but the more that I was, the uglier this other poster got. He's been warned by another poster that his postings to me are worthy of getting blocked, but as of very late last night, no action was taken. I don't understand. Maybe I'm not meant to be over there, I don't know but I felt I had made friends there too and I don't want to lose them but then OtOH maybe it's bst that I can't inflict myslf anymore on their lives. I'm so very much alone and I can't deal with it.