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Originally Posted by SorryOozit
Have you emailed him yet to cancel all future sessions?
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No, and although I fantasise about it from time to time, my fear of being permanently cast aside is so strong that I could never bring myself to do it. The closest I have come is to say I "might not" be there and he has responded by saying he would hold the slot open for me until he hears otherwise. The lovely *******.
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Originally Posted by SorryOozit
What follows the aching emptiness? Juvenile and petulant rejection of the care which is unconditionally provided!!
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What usually follows for me is a perpetual falling in love with the feeling of unconditional care and the man providing it.