I know people struggle with it everyday. I did to for so long... and got some "help" to stop the cutting... but it was oh so hard. Now that I slipped again, I want to keep doing it. I know inside that I shouldn't and I remember the things I used to do to distract or release tension to help me to not cut and it seems like they don't work anymore. I really don't want to get to the point that I struggle the way I did. The circumstances that I'm living in now are ridiculously stupid... I'll spare the details... and they're not gonna be fixed any time soon. Sorry... just thought I'd spew a little.