I don't belong here or anywhere for that matter. Nobody will ever accept, love, or even care about me no matter how hard I fight and struggle.

I'm pretty sure that the few people on here that claim to care about me and post positive things on my threads do so to look good to people or because it's socially acceptable. I doubt anybody here really cares about me. If I died tomorrow you guys would throw a big party and celebrate not having to deal with me anymore because I'm just a mean person I'm not nice and compassionate like you all.

I can't help to envy you guys. People care about you all but not me. I'm flat out envious that other people on here are shown more compassion and care than me. I am pretty sure that most of you have me blocked and I don't blame you because I hate myself as much as you all hate me. I wish I had people to love me and show me an once of compassion but I will never have that. Yet people who have such things clearly intend on making me feel even more worthless than I already do.

I came back to PC only to try to develop into a kinder person only so people would like me more. Clearly nobody will ever care about me no matter what so IDK why I wasted my time.