I have had a wonderful day today; worked until lunch then went and saw Cardiologist my dose of Metoprolol was adjusted to 50mg a day and I see him again in two weeks. My EKG was normal just high again; it feels like April again where we throw a medication against a wall and see what sticks. I don't care at this point; I just want something that lowers my heart rate and gets my blood pressure out of the prehypertension range. Not to mention I really do like my Cardiologist and he really seems to be trying to get my numbers down.

I also am not diabetic my primary doctor brought the lab report and my a1c is 4.7 so I have quite a range before I am even considered pre. That really made me feel better that maybe the Metabolic Syndrome isn't super severe and with proper diet and going to the gym I should be able to get out of it. I have lost a pound since I last saw the Cardiologist; which isn't the best but it shows him that I am really trying.

In other news the tour went well; I now have to wait until Monday to find out officially but things are looking good for me getting him over to our practice. Not to mention I get the satisfaction of sticking it to my evil former employer. It will be I who gets the last laugh. I didn't get out of the office until 5:30 and then I had my hair appointment to make everything all one color again.

I am looking forward to having four days off again; I just took Monday off so I could sleep in and do what I wanted before this giant party. I am really looking forward to my first official date with M which I am so excited for; not to mention during the party I should be getting the news; so it will make things extra sweet.

My boss also called me her equal today and I didn't cry so I am making a lot of progress with the anxiety and finding my worth again. I feel like my groove is back and I am more me than I have been this year.

Hugs to everyone