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Originally Posted by zippity-dooda
i took a'ds for 10 years. a whole conglamoration of them. i dont know what they did to me. mind and body. i feel ruined. nobody cared enough to tell me what these drugs can do to ya. i'm a human being and damn i'm an american. how can they do this to people. well anybody else experience this with these drugs. i dont even feel human anymore. i have no drive and i dont care.the doctors did this to me. do they not care ?
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I have been on a consistent prescribed dose of adderall for nearly 15 years and have looked at them as a life saver. They literally saved me. I take it as prescribed and do not abuse them. I am comfortable in saying i am dependent on them in the sense that my life is chaos and unstructured crap unmedicated. But physically I have taken days off, been too lazy to pick up my script or simply forgotten to take them and have been lucky enough to not physically realize it. Not everyone is like this. I know the people who got addicted to oxy are saying the same thing as you at this point.