I think we have to want to change for it to work. That's the thing. I don't see the issue with how I am. Hell it's hard for me to take my meds and they're ODT. I know if I stop I'll isolate more then blame them for it. I don't want the fear ever again. So I take meds. Everyone seems to focus on my loud head but I'm fine with it. I don't want to deal with my "non-existent" eating disorder. I know I'm not okay but it feels like anything I say will lead to iop/ip. especially if I do the m/e/t chart. My meds don't have to be changed or uped.